F.R.I.E.N.D.

a relationship is really hard to understand n maintain as well.

who can survive without a fren? tat's not me for sure!
well i still can alive but juz without happiness
i like to share my stuffs, my thoughts, my daily matters to my dear fren.

so wat is friend stand for?
for me, Few Relationship in Earth Never Die.
a true fren juz like one of my family member
i care about them, i put them in my heart.

it was really hard to find a true fren in uni life, i m lucky tat i hav serene here, seriously :)

love u, XOXO <3

juz hav tis such of feeling after i heard, i saw, thgs happened.



wat i want to say is, if u put urself in the 1st place, thn u never noe wat feeling r others have!
self-centered ppl wont happy bcoz they cant find happiness from others
some more they make their happiness on ppl suffer!


i admit tat i m not really kind of nice gal
sometimes i capricious
sometimes i overbearing
sometimes i look at my own feeling 1st
but giv me some time, i m willing to do everythg good for ppl i concerned.

so i m trying to b a nicer gal start right now

pray for me, god bless me, amen!

wondering

i miss my dear beloved mamii :'(

is ald week 3!! why couldn't i juz focus on study huh?! wondering..

is it really go too smooth or i din realize tat a lot of thg waiting me to settle?

ppl r busy for preparing presentation, assignment etc but how about me? NOTHING!

ermmm a lot of question mark now (?????)

oh ya i m vry healthy now after few days of suck sicked day

i wan save a lot of money!!!!

many thgs to buy n all of them r juz expensive :(

camera... phone(not priority actually).. travel!!!

y nowadays money is so small compare to past?

RM50 can use vry quick but little thg even seen nth!

world changed huh fml

japan is suffering for natural disaster now, pray hard for them.

i cant imagine if these happened in malaysia! seriously!

may GOD bless japan n giv peace to them n also their soul, make them strong to face present n future. amen!

too fast to live, too young to die.

appreciate the life, smile for it! <3

sick

as title, i m sick.

actually i tot i juz simple feel not well only, but thn getting worse n get fever

the fever is gone ( i thk) yet i still feel bad n headache ain't leave me alone

1st time i m so suffer of sick without my family esp my mamii

it really tear me out at nite b4 slp

mamii call also make me cry mii i miss u badly :'(

cook porridge myself, wash face myself

no more mamii cook, no more bro bought, no more ppl take care of me whn i only can lie on bed

everthg i shud take care of myself. so lonely.

fortunately, i hav my dear min

at least she giv me drink warm water help me buy 退熱貼

it make me feel better sincerely

mamii said h1n1 is back, ask me do take k myself n drink more water n avoid go wher is crowded.

if i keep fever thn shud go c doctor but i hate c doctor esp hate medicine =A=

no strength to walk far, the moment i up frm bed i feel gonna fainted

the moment i walk i cant see clearly actually

my eye is burning some more, cant even wear lens, it make me feel uncomforted

i m not ez get fever actually, tis time really sick like hell damn it

fasting month started tdy, mayb jesus let me feel his pain? wondering..

hope getting recover soon. amen!

suffer

fell vry not well now

sore throat, light flu, headache, stomachache wat the hell is going on? fml!

sth tat we both now but din talk it out

i m still waiting tat day..r u rmb tat?

juz done (not really) suck microecon tut work it juz make my headache worse o0o

is time to bed now, 8am class tmr. hope can wake up wif a healthier body! amen!

new divide

here come to 2011,, new sem started. damn uni y so hard compare to high sch?

tis sem 4 units all are principle theory type. ok my hell now. fml.

missing my dear mamii right now. :(

new sem meaning a new starting point.

new units, new tutor, new room, new house-mate, new roommate ever.

mayb is a tough year? but i hope it wun be too tough

i believe everythg will go on its own way n go smoothly if i try hard

study hard vs ply hard. try to get balance.

adelyn ng! dun b so lazy anymore! put more effort into study pls!!

uni fee fucking damn expensive!

last time took sup for mkt hav ald make me so upset to mamii

i nida greater motivation! seriously!

for relationship, no matter wat is it. i had ald giv it up to hold it.

if u now me well, if u r my real fren thn u will noe who i m

sure i will b sad if u hurt me but i wun try to ans u why

not everytime of sorry can get reply by a nevermind

gonna be 21, official adult. i juz tyrin dun b a such idiot ppl anymore

長大以後可以笑的事情越來越少所以盡量讓自己微笑叭

i do :)